Why are you the one who came back.. why u? I'm tired of u, tired of everything u said.. It's impossible between us anymore, i hate u is all i can say..
I'm finally blogging :P Life is frustrating so juz wanna let of steam ><;
To wise : If you somehow manage to pass by here, i juz wan u to noe, it's not possible between us ANY more!!! I had no more feels for u, it's u who hurt me first, and i have gone over it, that's it. No matter how sweet u say until, i will nvr ever trust u agn.. Yes, i admit, deep in my heart i am waiting for one person, and that's definately not u..//
Haish.. though nich is treating me better than him, but, i juz cant get over it... Wil, i juz hope u will noe.. u still the one i love, no matter what, i try to numb myself with alot of different things but i cant.. i juz ended up more and more tired with the mess i created myself... i dun hope for anyth.. juz hope ur dad is alrite and u.. to be healthy and happy that's all.. i realli hope the ans u can give me is what i wanted all these months.. T-T sobs.. i miss u.. really alot.. looking back at all those things we been thru, all the music i hear, movie i seen, show i watch whn dating with u, it really hurts, memories juz flashed back.. it hurts alot.. no more sweet talking from u to calm my harsh temper and unreasonable attitude, i seriously miss u.. i'm sorry that i din treasure, and sincerely hope fate to stop playing with us, and give us one last chance to be tgt...
